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Days, painful days…

June 22, 2014
60 days, since friends are kept in prison…
 
60 days, since I’ve been worrying about how friends are holding up; and trying to figure out – what was, and what will be…
 
60 days, since I am caught by a single thought ~ friends, country and the people…
 
60 days, since I have known that hopelessness and helplessness are all over me…
 
60 days, since I’m struggling to distinguish b/n right and wrong, does and not to dos able and not-doable, crime and non-crime things…
 
60 days, since I’m in some kinda illusion that I expect (in vain) someone to wake me up and tell me that these all are in dreams…
 
52 days, since I’m exposed for additional beautiful souls…
 
52 days, since I’ve learned that it is easy to judge people, while to be judged is waste as everything is apparent…
 
38 days, since I get shocked seeing people struggling about image building, while friends are suffering…
 
38 days, since I’ve seen how courageous are people to lie, and to engage in trivia thoughts in an inappropriate time and place settings, and while nothing can make so…
 
38 days, since I’ve been feeling pity, looking into the kinds of lies people can make, and the diverse personalities that peers can have…
 
38 days, since my heart gets broken, seeing how heartless are some friends…
 
24 days, since I regret to death for being able to do nothing…
 
24 days, since I have started thinking how to revise and re-revise my life and life style…
 
24 days, since I forgot pulling self together…
 
24 days, since I couldn’t say ‘no’ for emotions…
 
24 days, since I have been feeling jealousy about careless and ignorant people; and being mad at the heartlessness-es observed…
 
24 days, since I have learned that no one knows what will happen in the next 5 minutes…
 
24 days, since I’ve felt the reason why people could be thankful even while they’re in trouble, saying ‘የባሰ አታምጣ’
 
24 days, since I’ve learned that ‘hash tag’ has nothing to do with getting justice, but collecting posts of same theme into one place…
 
24 days, since I get despaired, as I never were….
 
16 days, since I witnessed people like to judge, even if it means that they’re doing the same thing that they dare to judge others by…
 
16 days, since I re-forgot to pull self together, and fail to help emotions…
 
6 days, since I’ve re-fallen for my instinct….
 
6 days, since I’ve learned (for__th time) that time is a good judge, and it reveals everything…
 
6 days, since I’m feeling relieved somehow…
 
2 days, since I’ve re-learned that somethings said are not meant to be…
 
2 days, since I’ve learned that being responsible is as tough as, being just…
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Throughout, I’ve been feeling that humanity is raped at different places and levels, by different people…
 
I can’t keep you out of my thought my friends!
 
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